Songs

State of Ease

Out of the rubble Of your free will And my human limitations Comes my ability To think create Be Without having to fight Your voices in my head Anticipating your Resistance lack of intelligence Proactively compensating For all of it And so I have The gifts of Flow and Possibility In a state of Ease [...]

By | September 2nd, 2017|Songs|0 Comments

Blueprint

A family of predators Hating me for my Competency Strength Intelligence Hell-bent on breaking me Until I am broken At which point You relate to me Embrace me Recognize me as One of your own And offer me Your twisted tender loving care A form of poison An investment In keeping me down I neither [...]

By | September 2nd, 2017|Songs|0 Comments

Giant

The innocent Little Girl Loved you With all her soul and heart She wanted to take you with her On her glorious Flight But you hated her Resented her Shot her down Made her your enemy Bonded with others against her All while pretending You wanted to save her So you could assert control over [...]

By | September 2nd, 2017|Songs|0 Comments

Pseudo Praise

You hate me The way people hate Jews With pseudo praise For my natural abilities Casting me aside As one of “them” As opposed to you Disconnecting from me As your daughter A lifetime of heartbreak That you cannot see me feel me embrace me  

By | September 2nd, 2017|Songs|0 Comments

Let Go

My Soul Is so vast That it encompasses Your life Giving freely of My intelligence capacity competency Which you reject Preferring to turn in circles And after a lifetime Of service Of giving my everything To rescue you I am finally ready To Let Go

By | September 2nd, 2017|Songs|0 Comments

Flight

You ask me again To write for you again The guidance I already sent you And that you ignored the last time So that you can ignore it again Disrespecting my time energy and wisdom You repeatedly create a situation Where you fail to take care of yourself Then fail to allow me to take [...]

By | September 2nd, 2017|Songs|0 Comments

Manager

I keep ending up In the position of manager With disgruntled employees Resentful of my role But I did not ask To be the only one Taking responsibility Or to be the only one With competency I wish I could glide along But my life is intertwined with yours And I cannot relax Floating downstream [...]

By | September 2nd, 2017|Songs|0 Comments

Clusterfuck

It is A clusterfuck of variables Each of which Is a clusterfuck Of other variables None of which you understand Leading to a bottleneck That threatens to destroy me Through implosion With any attempt at Self-expression and release Further exacerbating matters In yet another clusterfuck Requiring inordinate levels Of intelligence and creativity To rise above [...]

By | September 1st, 2017|Songs|0 Comments

Wreckage

Sometimes I just Want to cry My body Has been so maligned And those  who hurt me Never took responsibility Leaving me To fend for myself Not only healing But surviving When every penny I take in Goes out In response to The wreckage they created  

By | September 1st, 2017|Songs|0 Comments