The innocent Little Girl Loved you With all her soul and heart She wanted to take you with her On her glorious Flight But you hated her Resented her Shot her down Made her your enemy Bonded with others against her All while pretending You wanted to save her So you could assert control over [...]
You hate me The way people hate Jews With pseudo praise For my natural abilities Casting me aside As one of “them” As opposed to you Disconnecting from me As your daughter A lifetime of heartbreak That you cannot see me feel me embrace me
My Soul Is so vast That it encompasses Your life Giving freely of My intelligence capacity competency Which you reject Preferring to turn in circles And after a lifetime Of service Of giving my everything To rescue you I am finally ready To Let Go
You ask me again To write for you again The guidance I already sent you And that you ignored the last time So that you can ignore it again Disrespecting my time energy and wisdom You repeatedly create a situation Where you fail to take care of yourself Then fail to allow me to take [...]
All of my unhealthy cells Voluntarily surrender their lives And lovingly choose to die So that I may live and flourish
I keep ending up In the position of manager With disgruntled employees Resentful of my role But I did not ask To be the only one Taking responsibility Or to be the only one With competency I wish I could glide along But my life is intertwined with yours And I cannot relax Floating downstream [...]
It is A clusterfuck of variables Each of which Is a clusterfuck Of other variables None of which you understand Leading to a bottleneck That threatens to destroy me Through implosion With any attempt at Self-expression and release Further exacerbating matters In yet another clusterfuck Requiring inordinate levels Of intelligence and creativity To rise above [...]
Sometimes I just Want to cry My body Has been so maligned And those who hurt me Never took responsibility Leaving me To fend for myself Not only healing But surviving When every penny I take in Goes out In response to The wreckage they created
My desire Is what frees me Drives me beyond What is presented to me Engages my imagination Into the realm Of possibility Where is the balance Between accepting your limitations And recognizing The limitlessness Of what can be
They say To stop expecting To be responsive To the non-responsiveness But that Shuts the door On possibility Sets in stone This suboptimal Way of living And yes Shutting the door Opens a window But what if That’s not where We want to go
