It is
A clusterfuck of variables
Each of which
Is a clusterfuck
Of other variables
None of which you understand
Leading to a bottleneck
That threatens to destroy me
Through implosion
With any attempt at
Self-expression and release
Further exacerbating matters
In yet another clusterfuck
Requiring inordinate levels
Of intelligence and creativity
To rise above yet again
All the while in
My most depleted and exhausted state
As a result of
The clusterfuck