Out of the rubble
Of your free will
And my human limitations
Comes my ability
To think create Be
Without having to fight
Your voices in my head
Anticipating your
Resistance lack of intelligence
Proactively compensating
For all of it
And so I have
The gifts of
Flow and Possibility
In a state of Ease

A family of predators
Hating me for my
Competency Strength Intelligence
Hell-bent on breaking me
Until I am broken
At which point
You relate to me
Embrace me
Recognize me as
One of your own
And offer me
Your twisted tender loving care
A form of poison
An investment
In keeping me down

I neither bolt
Nor plot revenge
Instead I channel
That competency strength intelligence
My soul heart love
Time energy and relentless determination
Into designing and offering
A blueprint for healing
You me our relationship this family

But you shoot down
All my efforts
Preferring that I wallow with you
Allow you to crush me
As you stay crushed yourself
(Mis)perceiving my efforts
As rejection domination
Failing entirely to recognize
My loyalty and devotion
Pitting me against myself repeatedly
As I refuse to accept
Your either-or model
Holding out a higher possibility
The way Moshe held out his arms
Extending way past
His human capacity

Until the day came
That I was unwilling to leak my energy anymore
And I chose to let go
Allowing you
And this beautiful vision
To crash and burn

The innocent Little Girl
Loved you
With all her soul and heart
She wanted to take you with her
On her glorious Flight
But you hated her
Resented her
Shot her down
Made her your enemy
Bonded with others against her
All while pretending
You wanted to save her
So you could assert control over her
In an attempt to
Make her tiny
Because you perceived her as a giant
And feared her