You hate me
The way people hate Jews
With pseudo praise
For my natural abilities
Casting me aside
As one of “them”
As opposed to you
Disconnecting from me
As your daughter
A lifetime of heartbreak
That you cannot see me feel me embrace me

My Soul
Is so vast
That it encompasses
Your life
Giving freely of
My intelligence capacity competency
Which you reject
Preferring to turn in circles
And after a lifetime
Of service
Of giving my everything
To rescue you
I am finally ready
To
Let Go

You ask me again
To write for you again
The guidance I already sent you
And that you ignored the last time
So that you can ignore it again
Disrespecting my time energy and wisdom
You repeatedly create a situation
Where you fail to take care of yourself
Then fail to allow me to take care of you
My energy has been leaking out to you
Over the course of a lifetime
I just may need to leave you behind in the dust
To lighten my load
Enabling me finally
To take flight